Who would I…

***I found this on Madi’s LJ so now I’m trying it 🙂

1. Bold the names of guys you’d definitely sex it up with.
2. Italicize the names of guys you might do after a little persuasion.
3. Leave the guys who don’t do anything for you alone.
4. Put a question mark after the guys you’ve never heard of. ?
5. Strike the guys you wouldn’t touch with a ten-foot pole.
6. Add three more guys to the list.

01. Russell Howard?
02. Criss Angel?
03. Robert Pattinson
04. Jeffrey Dean Morgan
05. Hugh Jackman
06. Brad Pitt
07. Jared Padalecki
08. Taylor Lautner
09. Jackson Rathbone?
10. Robert Downey Jr.
11. Jared Leto?
12. Adam Gontier?
13. Christian Kane?
14. Michael Welch
15. Jensen Ackles?
16. Michael Shanks?
17. Misha Collins?
18. Ryan Reynolds
19. Andrew Lee Potts?
20. Lee Pace
21. David Tennant?
22. John Krasinski?
23.Rupert Grint
24. Justin Chambers
25. Ed Helms
26. Patrick Dempsey- I LOVE HIM ❤
27. Johnny Depp
28. Bradley Whitford?
29. Paul Rudd?
30. Cory Monteith?
31. Dominic Monaghan?
32. Zachary Quinto?
33. Jon Hamm?
34. Josh Holloway
35. Joseph Gordon-Levitt
36. Taye Diggs
37. Allan Hyde?
38. Hadley Klein?
39. Alexander Skarsgard?
40. Sam Worthington?
41. David Boreanaz
42. Sam Trammell?
43. Ryan Kwanten?
44. Neil Patrick Harris
45. Adam Lambert
46. Michael C. Hall?
47. Matthew Morrison
48. Chace Crawford
49. Robert Carlyle?
50. Milo Ventimiglia
51. Chris Pine
52. Tom Cruise
53. Joshua Jackson?
54. Ewan McGregor?
55. Robbie Williams?
56. Oguri Shun?
57. Orlando Bloom
58. Zachary Levi?
59: Raza Jaffrey?
60. James Murray?
61. Jonas Armstrong?
62. Logan Lerman?
63. Karl Urban
64. Arthur Sturridge?
65. Henry Cavill?
66. James McAvoy?
67. Matthew Perry
68. Lucas Till
69. Ben Whishaw?
70. Tom Sturridge?
71. Michael Cera?
72. Matthew Gray Gubler?
73. Ian Somerhalder?
74. Paul Walker
75. David Beckham
76. Jason Segel?
77. Matt Smith?
78. Jude Law
79. Michael Vartan?
80. Alex Pettyfer?
81. Jonathan Rhys Meyers
82. Eli Roth?
83. Jim Sturgess
84. Ryan Gosling
85. Jared Followill?
86. Hugh Dancy?
87. Paul Wesley?
88. Zac Efron
89. Bradley Cooper
90. Jesse Eisenberg?
91. Jason Dohring?
92. Michael Angarano
93. Xavier Samuel?
94. Jim Parsons
95. Hunter Parrish?
96. Nathan Followill?
97. Tre Cool?
98. Dominic Cooper?
99. Steven Strait?
100. Channing Tatum?
101. Stuart Townsend?
102. Caleb Followill?
103. Adam Gregory?
104. Ben Barnes?
105. Vin Disel
106. Sebastian Stan?
107. James Marsden
108. John Cho?
109. Bradley James?
110. Matthew Bomer
111. Eric Dane- MCSTEAMY
112. T.R. Knight- My gay BFF
113. Kevin McKidd
114. Tim Daly
115. Jake Gyllenhaal
116. Dermot Mulroney
***How sad is it that I don’t know like half those guys?

117. Scott Patterson
118. Matt Long
119. Justin Bieber

1. Bold the names of girls you’d definitely sex it up with.
2. Italicize the names of girls you might do after a little persuasion.
3. Leave the girls who don’t do anything for you alone.
4. Put a question mark after the girls you’ve never heard of.
5. Strike the girls you wouldn’t touch with a ten-foot pole.
6. Add three more girls to the list.
(This is like girl crush right? ‘Cause that’s what I’m doing)

+ Elizabeth Mitchell?
+ Jennifer Garner
+ Evangeline Lilly?
+ Dichen Lachman?
+ Sara Ramirez
+ Jessica Capshaw

+ Lucy Lawless?
+ Selma Hayek?
+ America Ferrera
+ Kristen Stewart
+ Eliza Dushku
+ Angelina Jolie
+ Kate Winslet
+ Kim Kardashian
+ Jennifer Lopez
+ Zoe Saldana?
+ Kate Walsh
+ Sandra Oh
+ Katherine Heigl
+ Mariska Hargitay
+ Kathy Griffith
+ Paris Hilton
+ Ellen Pompeo (My super girl crush)
+ Pink
+ Christina Aguliera
+ Rosario Dawson?
+ Jennifer Aniston
+ Alicia Keys
+ Erin Karpluk?
+ Amanda Seyfried
+ Renée Zellweger
+ Catherine Zeta-Jones
+ Liz Vassey?
+ Marg Helgenberger?
+ Meryl Streep
+ Tilda Swinton
+ Cate Blanchett
+ Olivia Wilde
+ Gillian Anderson?
+ Amanda Tapping?
+ Diane Neal?
+ Morena Baccarin?
+ Jayma Mays?
+ Hilarie Burton?
+ Kristen Bell
+ Nicole Kidman
+ Audrey Tautou?
+ Sandra Bullock
+ Lauren Graham
+ Blake Lively
+ Emily Browning
+ Megan Fox
+ Dianna Agron?
+ Nina Dobrev?
+ Leighton Meester
+ Lea Michele
+ Amanda Righetti?
+ Kate French?
+ Jessalyn Gilsig?
+ Alexis Bledel
+ Ashley Greene?
+ Ellen Page
+ Tegan Quin?
+ Sara Quin?
+ Taylor Swift
+ Lindsay Lohan
+ Hilary Duff
+ Katy Perry
+ Anna Kendrick?
+ Dakota Fanning
***Again sad how many I don’t know… less sad this time though

+Chandra Wilson
+Shonda Rhimes (Not have sex with but I’d talk to her forever and ever!!!)
+Rachel Evan Wood

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Patrick Dempsey IS an AMAZING Actor.

Okay, so there are a lot of Patrick Dempsey haters out there (including my own brother *gasp*). They believe that he’s just a pretty face actor. Psh no. Sometimes he may act as just a ‘pretty face’ (I mean he IS McDreamy) but he can actually act.

Meredith: You cleaned all of your clothes out of the closet at the house.
Derek: Go home Mer. Just go home.
Meredith: Well, how long are you planning on hiding out here? Because that’s what you’re doing. You’re hiding. You made a mistake, she’s dead and you can’t hide from that.
Derek: I’m not hiding. I’m done. I’m done operating.
Meredith: Oh, Ok. So you’re just quitting?
Derek: You should understand better than anybody else. You wrote the book on quitting. Running, hiding, you’ve written a lot of books Meredith.
Meredith: That may be true. But I’m here now.
Derek: Oh, hmm, you’re here now? Haha. You’ve wanted me out since the day I moved in.
Meredith: That is not true.
Derek: Because you’re incapable of anything that resembles commitment. You lied to me, you said you were healthy. That you were healed. There’s no fixing you, you’re a lemon.
Meredith: DEREK SHEPHERD YOU ARE DRUNK! And you’re angry, and I’ve been there so I get it. But that does not give you the right…
Derek: Just go home Meredith.
Meredith: You don’t get to just stand here and tell me.
Derek: This is what you want, I’m giving you an out. Go.
Meredith: I’m not going anywhere.
Derek: I SAID LEAVE! MEREDITH, LEAVE!
Meredith: I know there’s a ring.
Derek: What?
Meredith: The Chief told me. I know there’s a ring.
Derek: You want the ring? Here’s your ring. (Smacks it with his baseball bat into the distance, throws the bat on the ground and walks into the trailer)
Meredith: Is that the best you’ve got? ‘Cause I’m not bailing, we’re in this together.
Derek: GO HOME MEREDITH!

SEASON 5 EPISODE 17: I WILL FOLLOW YOU INTO THE DARK. That was definitely NOT ‘pretty face’ acting. Like seriously he called her a lemon and hit Meredith’s engagement ring into the woods! So, don’t try to tell me that was not good acting. And he was even supposed to say “fetch” at the end but he said if said that he’d never be able to face his wife or daughter again.

Also when Meredith drowns, definitely not pretty face acting! He’s broken, lifeless, sitting on the ground soaking wet and his ex-wife steps in to comfort him, he’s that bad. And of course Patrick wasn’t really feeling that way… it was Derek.

In conclusion, the Emmy awards and any other award shows they have (especially this year) who don’t give him an award are crap and wouldn’t know good acting if it bit them in the ass.

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Sink or Swim- Tyrone Wells

A video made by me for Sink or Swim by Tyrone Wells

Caught in the middle of a crossfire
Lost my balance on a high wire
Trying to figure out what to do

Pushed to the edge of my reason
Everywhere around me it’s treason
I don’t want to do that to you

Kamikaze airplanes in the sky
Are we going down or will we fly?
This could be a shipwreck on the shore
Or we could sail away forevermore
This time it’s sink or swim, sink or swim

Hearing the song in your laughter
A melody I chase after
No one else has done this to me

Kamikaze airplanes in the sky
Are we going down or will we fly?
This could be a shipwreck on the shore
Or we could sail away forevermore
This time it’s sink or swim, sink or swim

Take a deep breath
No more time left
This is what I thought I wanted
Why am I afraid?

Kamikaze airplanes in the sky
Are we going down or will we fly?
This could be a shipwreck on the shore
Or we could sail away forevermore

Kamikaze airplanes in the sky
Are we going down or will we fly?
This could be a shipwreck on the shore
Or we could sail away forevermore
This time it’s sink or swim, sink or swim

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Addek vs. MERDER

This post is following a twitter battle I had concerning Addek vs. MerDer

Well, it was argued that Addison brought out the “cutsey” side of Derek… when? All I saw throughout the 2nd season pertaining to Addison, Derek and Meredith was sadness, bad sex and heartbreak. When he’s with Meredith, Derek’s eyes light up and he’s happy. He dances, they have hot sex… With Addison, his eyes had a grayish downcast and he always looked teary. Also, they never had good sex, showing the lack of physical chemistry which was sprung from the lack of love. Addison even told Meredith on the phone, thinking she was the vet (who doesn’t deserve a name), that they were trying to have good sex.

“I can’t compete. He’s not having an affair. He’s not trying to hurt me. He’s just… the only people who don’t know that Derek loves Meredith are Derek and Meredith. How do I compete with that?”

By the end Addison realizes that Derek doesn’t really even love her anymore.

“I want you to care. I sleep with your best friend, and you walk away. Then he comes out here from New York and rubs it in your face, and you still get a good night’s sleep. What do I have to do? Oh, I know. Maybe what I should do is go out on a date with the vet, because that seems to be something that sends you into a blinding rage. Oh, but wait. That won’t work either because I’m not Meredith Grey.”

Addison also chose to ignore that Derek probably really fell out of love with her after she cheated on him with Mark.

In general, MerDer is a stronger couple. Sure they had their issues but that was because Meredith had a horrible childhood, making it understandable that she had some trust issues and abandonment issues. With Ellis Grey as a mother and the little bitch, Thatcher Grey for a father you can see where her problems would spring from. But, their love  was strong and true. And unbreakable vow that only got separated by a bitch horsefaced little tart who doesn’t deserve a name. Derek didn’t love her at all. She was just a desperate little thing and during sex, he thought about Meredith the WHOLE time.

Some questions posed by an Addek fan:

If he had no love for Addison, why were they married for 11 years? Well, he had no love her her after she cheated on Mark, before? Sure. He wrote her a freaking idiotic song.

If his love for Meredith was so amazing and true than why did he call her a whore? Jealousy makes us do bad things. And, when we’re angry (jealous in this case) we take it out on the ones we love because we know they’ll stand by us. Example: 5×17 (in my opinion, one of the best representations of Meredith’s growth and the strength of MerDer)

Why did he pick Addison over Meredith? If he really truly loved Meredith so much at that time, he would’ve divorced Addison right away and been with Meredith if his love for her was so powerful. I know he felt like he was obligated to try, but he would’ve picked Meredith in the first place if he truly felt nothing for Addison anymore. Well, Derek is a good guy. He’s freaking McDreamy. If he’d picked Meredith originally he would have failed himself and not even put up a fight. Obligation is the right word. He was obligated to try with Addison, his WIFE, because Derek Christopher Shepherd is a good guy. And he still loved her even if he wasn’t in love with her so he felt that he had the relationship, making his act worse, and she deserved for him to at least try.

Few more parting notes:

a) When Derek found Mark and Addison he just walks out. When he sees Mark TALKING to Meredith, he punches him out.

“It’s funny. Derek walks in on me naked with his wife, and just turns around and walks away. But then he sees me so much as talking to you, and I’m on the ground bleeding. Interesting, don’t you think?”

b) Going back to 5×17. Watch it, learn it, love it, interpret it.

– So what team are you? You can only be one.
Addek vs. MerDer

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Oh Dear- Brandi Carlile

Video made by me for Oh Dear- Brandi Carlile

Oh dear out here
Everybody stumbles on fear
Who cares if we’re scared
Everyone is on their own

It’s only you that my heart desires
Only you alone can know my pain
All alone you were sitting there
Folding pages for your paper chain

Now you can cut me free (now you can cut me free)
So when it all unfolds (so when it all unfolds)
We’ll be holding hands and go on
Together you and I forever

Heart breaks mistakes
Catching up to me in old ways
I know of hard days
Had my share of lonely nights

Its only you that my heart desires
Only you alone can break my fall
I pace the floor and I wish for more
While you were dreaming with your paper dolls

Now you can cut me free (now you can cut me free)
Forever say goodbye (forever say goodbye)
Or well be holding hands and go on
Together you and I forever(?)

Poor dear out here
Everybody stumbles on fear
Who cares if you’re scared
Everyone is on their own

Oh dear.


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Grey’s Anatomy 6×12 “I Like it so Much Better When You’re Naked”

What? The title made no sense. I was expecting lots of steamyness 😉 The only love we got was both MerDer *smiles* and Calzona but both were annoyingly interrupted.

If that’s the newest treatment for chicken pox… where can I sign up for them?

Anyways, so the thing with Cristina, Owen and Teddy, totally in character for Cristina to pick surgery. When she asked Meredith which she’d choose, Meredith conceded and picked surgery. I was shocked to say the least. Whether she was doing it to make Cristina feel better or she really meant it, wow.

“If I had to choose, gun to my head, I’d choose surgery.”-Meredith Grey

No. I have to believe that if held at gunpoint and the guy said “either I damage the nerves in your hand so you can’t cutanymore or you can never see Derek again” by god I hope she’d pick the first. I am a Derek fan. Most definitely. I love him. LOVE LOVE LOVE. So, if Meredith really meant that, then Mer, you went from being almost tied with Derek to solid 2nd place in my heart. I really hope she didn’t because I am a hard hard core MerDer fan.  So I need to believe that they wouldn’t pick surgery over each other.

“Because it’s crazy. It’s crazy. Surgery, it’s just a job. It’s just a job. It’s the thing you come home from, not the thing you come home to. If you loose your job, you get another one. ‘Cause there’s always another one, but, if you loose your love…if you think you’re loosing your love, suddenly nothing else matters.”-Izzie Stevens

Personally, I agree with Izzie. You pick love. Jobs come and go but the people you love, if it’s really love, they don’t leave willingly. They stay, they fight. You’re job, once it’s gone no one fights for you, with you, besides the ones you love.

How the episode should have ended:

“I choose you,” she whispered softly into the darkness of their shared bedroom.
“What?” he asked, pulling her exausted form further into him.
“If it came to it, I’d choose you over surgery…I’d choose love.”
Derek smiled. “I choose you too.”

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All We Are- OneRepublic

Amazing video for an amazing song. Made by SarieBarie08.

I tried to paint you a picture, the colors were all wrong

Black and white didn’t fit you and all along
You were shaded with patience, your strokes of everything
That I need just to make it and I can see that

And I believe that I could tear you apart
But it won’t break anything that you are, you are

We won’t say our goodbyes
You know it’s better that way
We won’t break, we won’t die
It’s just a moment of change
All we are, all we are
Is everything that’s right
All we need, all we need
A lover’s alibi

I walked a minute in your shoes, they never would’ve fit
I figured there’s nothing to lose, I need to get
Some perspective on these words before I write them down
You’re an island and my ship has run aground

I could tear you apart, but it wont break anything that
We are, we are

We won’t say our goodbyes
You know it’s better that way
We won’t break, we won’t die
It’s just a moment of change
All we are, all we are
Is everything that’s right
All we need, all we need
A lover’s alibi

Every single day that I can breathe
You changed my philosophy
I’m never gonna let you pass me by

So don’t say your goodbyes
You know it’s better that way
We won’t break, we won’t die
It’s just a moment of change

So don’t say your goodbyes
You know it’s better that way
We won’t break, we won’t die
It’s just a moment of change
All we are, all we are
Is everything that’s right
All we need, all we need
A lover’s alibi

So don’t say our goodbyes
You know it’s better
We won’t break, we won’t die

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